If it weren't for my friends and neighbors this last week, I think I would have lost my sanity. Just forcing me to be social and to come over and make me laugh means the world to me. It doesn't help that it has been raining here FOREVER! Need some beautiful fall weather to swoop in and take over. I am ready to be outside again doing the things I love to do. I have been looking at my once prized garden and wishing I had the energy to go out there and start fall planting, but its not going to happen right now.
The few times I have been out in public this week has been harsh. Everyone looking at me crazy, I DON'T LOOK THAT BAD PEOPLE!! Thank God I don't look as bad as I feel. The shot the doctor gave me worked for a few days at least but now nodes are back to being swollen all over my body and the weakness has set in again. I wish my body had as much energy as my mind does, I could conquer anything then!
I am going to try and find something constructive to do that does not require to much energy and does not cause me to much pain. I am supposed to start my "at home" job training on the 7th of October, so I am looking forward to that. Some extra money and something to do with my time that does not require to much out of me except my brain :)
I will leave you with a quote.....or two...
"One of the most sincere forms of respect is actually listening to what another has to say."
Bryan H. McGill
"Never forget what someone says to you when they are angry, because that is when the truth comes out!"